Got me out here, in the water so deep

Each minute makes me even more confused. I don't know if I want to laugh or cry. I'm a bit frustrated right now, but what to do. What you did yesterday didn't help either! I made me think. Replay every single moment all over again in my head! Let's take a second and reflect all that we can do! Think about it, why were we afraid to speak about it? Why were we afraid to show it!? 

You came along just a little too late. I'm so sorry. Why couldn't we both been a little more attentive to each other!? I thought you didn't care, you didn't seem to be interested! So eventually after a time I loss my feeling away to everyone else, but you. I don't get it! I really don't get it! It's weird not to have you around anymore! I hope it gets better with time, and if it doesn't, then I'll have to try again, and if it's too late for me, then I'll just have to forget everything! But I really don't want to forget you, I enjoy your company, and I really want you there, if not as my lover, at least as my best friend!

This song doesn't have anything to do with the text, I just love Lissie, and her songs!